I desire the better: I follow the worse.
Love urges one thing: reason another. I see, and I desire the better: I follow the worse.
—Medea, Ovid’s Metamorphoses
I follow whatever is bad for me
And shun the things that might be good for me.
When I’m in Rome I want to be at Tibur;
When I’m at Tibur I want to be in Rome.
—Horace, Epistles 1.8 (Trans. David Ferry)
For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate.
—Paul, Romans 7:15 (ESV)
Indeed at first Man was a treasure,
A box of jewels, shop of rarities,
A ring, whose posie was, My pleasure:
He was a garden in a Paradise:
Glorie and grace
Did crown his heart and face.
But sinne hath fool’d him. Now he is
A lump of flesh without a foot or wing
To raise him to a glimpse of blisse:
A sick toss’d vessel, dashing on each thing;
Nay, his own shelf:
My God, I mean my self.
—From George Herbert, “Miserie”
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